boredom

So I've been bored lately and i have written some stuff some of its old some of its knew all of it is nameless and in my point of view crap... but ill let you judge for your selves
 1
I close my eyes and try to fight
Anything that might be said
I choke back vlager  words that rush to mind wanting to spill from my mouth 
Let me out
I keep my eyes closed hoping to not hear anything of what spills from your mouth 
Like Nails on a chalk board
Let me out
My eye are closed as anger boils jaw clinches as my hands push you away from me  Hearing you fall hard to the floor
Let me out
I open my eyes and try to fight  laughter that is building up
I look around nothing but my candles surround me
I'm out 


 2
Time ticks so slowly on a rainy
When trapped in a box with no where to turn 
No hope of escape
Time ticks so slowly when you can't run and hide 
When your faced with the inevitable
To Stand and fight 
Time ticks so slowly  when you all alone
Tick tock tick tock
Time ticks so slowly when your dead


 3
A broken shadow 
A frozen kiss
Two souls wandering through this wish
With out a sound I see you there 
So far away 
But very near
Closed off from the world
You held so dear
Wondering how you fell so hard 
Hour glass gone
The time has come 
For the melody to end it's ruse 
A broken soul
A frozen wish
Two shadows wandering with this kiss


 Here are 3 of them i thought i had more but the others are unfinished. Tell me what you think... i think i should keep my day job. Oh well That's all i have for now so yeah

Love Ya,

Life update

So i haven't posted anything since September and i'm sorry. I got a job and i'm still having difficulties adjusting my schedule to allow time for other things -_- i don't know how people do it.

My name tag for work.

look at Miyu shes getting so big.

Jonathan got legos for Christmas 

Miyu Climbed the Christmas tree

Peaches got a bed a new coat and a bone

Miyu got a bed and a lot of mice

More Lego's

another shot

yay Lego star-wars

... okay i had some fun with the Lego's

Christmas video 

 So there are some pictures from December  ish i don't have that many pictures if any one has any tips on how to adjust to work i would greatly appreciate it and i know some of my friends will too.
Okay that's all for now hope to post more soon.

Love Ya,

Miyu

So I have had Miyu for about 3 ish weeks and have gathered enough pictures of her to put up here. And with that said here they are ^_^

 The other Siamese is my Aunts cat Jewel and the fluffy white cat is her cat  Lazarus, And of course the dog is Kirie.  Kirie felt left out so i found the cutest picture ever ^_^

So yeah isn't she so cute also in November I'm going to be doing Nanowrimo hopefully so if any one has any idea of what i should write please tell I am open to suggestions  until October 12 because then i have to start outlining. :(  

Well that's all for now.

Love Ya,

Pastel Raindrops Giveaway

Pastel Raindrops is having a giveaway click here to join  and follow the rules the prizes are so cute

Update

So I have had a ruff couple of weeks. I went home last Saturday because Mom was in the hospital and i didn't want to spend Sunday in the hospital. Sunday was my 21st birthday Mom got out of the hospital and we went to Apple Bees with Chelsey then Chelsey and I went to the Movies and saw Fright Night then we walked to Walmart because that's one of the only things you can do in Chillicothe. Monday I Found out my cat Midnight was dead so i had to get a shovel then my step brothers Marc and Allen came over to help me bury him. Tuesday Mom went back to the hospital and i stayed with her the hole night. Wednesday I came home to find that Midnight's sister Angel was dead too. :( My friend Cody was over and he went out and buried her for me, then i spent the rest of the night crying. Thursday A.J. had a Doctors Appointment in Columbus so i rode up with him cause hes a big chicken. We didn't argue the whole way to Georges house or the whole way back. When we got to George's A.J Wanted his Mom to go with so Svetlana offered to let me stay there I don't think i'm as much fun as my brothers though and my highlight was getting a tour of the house and playing with the cats. Friday I went back to Rita's so i could pack up my stuff. then yesterday I got a Kitten... Its not too soon is it? The Kitten is a long-haired Siamese and her name is Miyu shes so small and cute and loving  and i love her so much. I don't think Kirie realizes that i'm still sad about Angel and Midnight which is why i just want to love on Miyu.  
Well thats all for now,


Love Ya,

insanity, Buildings, Porings, and Dexter!

Miss Isabel has been bothering me lately and its been making me grumpy -_-' Shes having fun tho and shes not really doing anything to be noticed by others shes just bugging the hell out of me and shes convinced my aunt I'm Anal retentive..... Thanks a lot Izzy......Thanks a lot>.<  For those who do not know who Miss Isabel is She is my insanity in all forms she the seperate entity thats held up in my brain that i write all my poems about.

IT HAS A FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I love buildings i love looking at them i love taking pictures of them i even love hugging them. Yes i know its weird but i love them i especially when they have their own personality's and it also helps if they have faces.... I'm sorry but its my favorite building in Zanesville because it looks like he has two eyes and a beak.

But that's not the only thing i love i love my beautiful strange drawings i do like for instance Mad Hatter my Poring

And speaking of porings i am getting things ready for nano and the story im considering is going to have porings in it now i haven't decided if MH is going to make a random appearance yet and she hasn't said anything either. and so far with it i have 3 characters 1 poring named Mellow, a Pixie, and Anima. i still need a name for Anima and the pixie but that's about it then i have no idea on a plot but i dont think its really important and if i still dont have a plot by November ill scratch it and write about Mei <_<..............>_> but don't tell her that i don't need her to be pissed at me again.

And speaking of books I will be reading Double Dexter and Reviewing it on here soon cuz i just got it in the mail YAY for free books ^_^

Well that's all for now
Love ya,

Life update

So i think that moving in with my aunt may have either a good thing or a bad thing. Good thing be cause I'm not stuck at home all the time bad because i have no time to write or play games and I'm too far from my friends.

My lucky cat looks so happy though shes out where everyone can see her and shes made two new friends  "Evil" Bunnie and Avalanche the penguin. Avalanche is the newst member of the family We got him for Ken when he was in the hospital, but he has adjusted well. Ill be in chillicothe for my birthday because my brothers have school the 22nd  so instade of camping the 21st and 22nd ill be going home 21st after brunch and staying a couple days i think not sure yet thought.

Thats all for now.

Love ya.